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My dogs’ death.. Js a few days ago.. or last month.. last friday.. 28th of September 2007.. he left me.. after 6 years.. being together.. i do enjoyed the time we had together.. he come into my life when i was standard 2.. i was js a kid.. i was very excited and spend my whole day playing with him.. after tht.. i wasn’t really sepdning much of my time with him.. from standard 2 to standard 5.. all i did was teasing and playing with him for times.. sometimes i bully him.. i didnt really fulfil my responsibility as a owner.. i din really take care of him.. when i reach standard 6 i finally understands this thing call ‘responsibility’ i started to take care of it.. and.. i bath with it once a week.. clean the him so called ‘house’ for him.. and through tht three years.. until this year.. 3 years.. i would say tht i hav built a very strong and close relationship with him.. every weekend when i go back.. i always spend about 1 hours playing and chasing around with him.. sometimes when i’m down i even talk with him.. and for me he seems to understand and he will lick my face.. fews years back.. he actually been through a very hard time of his life.. he was bite by a snake.. he actually found it under the kitchen’s table.. he actually fought with it.. and he chased it away.. but he got bite.. i was really shocked.. both of the eyes got red.. i was very worried and i cant hold it and cried.. after my uncle inject some kind of injection with him.. he got okay.. but.. i hav nvr thought tht he will leave me so fast.. tht day, my dad called up, and said’ hey, our dog died, suddenly.. my mind turn blank.. i dont noe wht to do.. plus the exam is around the corner.. i didnt think bt it much.. i js hoped tht he will rest in peace..
js tht.. i feel guilty because tht i din really spend my time with him.. at the last few days of his life.. everyday he waits for me to come back.. when i come back.. he gets to happy and start jumping on me.. sometimes.. when i’m too tired i’ll js ignore him and go to sleep.. i’ll nvr forget the disappointed face of his at tht very moment.. i js feel tht i owe him.. in this life.. he might hav find a better owner.. i regreted tht i din spend my time with him.. i really regreted.. i dont noe how.. he was ran down by a truck or somethin.. i js feel tht i owe him way back.. REALLY REALLY OWE him MUCH..
js tht.. brownky.. u hav done a good job.. a very good one.. u hav serve our family faithfully and u hav also change my life.. the joy u brought to us .. we shall never forget.. Never Ever… In the Memory of Brownky, always on our mind.. we will always miss you..
In The Memory Of Brownky
i will never forget the joyful moment,
we had together.
the faithfulness of yours ,
will always be remember.
Losing you is painful for us,
but,
it has been so many years.
mybe it’s time to let you go,
let u rest in peace.
You will be always be on my mind,
Farewell.. my brother..
my dog.. my companion for 6 years..
-MAY YOU REST IN PEACE-
in the loving memory of your owner,
Kiaos Tan
*when things or someone is still with us.. we nvr appreciate.. we js let it pass by.. if u love someone.. let them noe before it’s too late.. so there will be no regret..
-Kiaos-
This is a poem written by a 6 years old girl who is terminally ill in New York US.
she got 6 months left.. and she wan to see tht how many people will get this before she leave this world.. she wanted to send a letter telling everyone to live their life to the fullest,
since she never will. She’ll never make it to prom, graduate from high school, or get married and have a family of her own. at the very least she hope that people, US who got the chance to do so.. cherish every moment we had.. people nvr appreciate.. when they lost it, they find it valuable.. let us all pray for the poor little girl.. live our life to the fullest.. read the poem.. all of us do nothing else but studies, society, uniform body and lots of stuff… mybe this is the scene tht we missed.. and never got to enjoy.. i personally think so.. mybe sometimes.. when we got time or when we are tired and need to rest.. we’ll js hav to stop and look around us.. how lucky we are to be borned into this world with a loving family and healthy body.. till here.. let us all pray for the girl..
SLOW DANCE
Have you ever watched kids
On a merry-go-round?
Or listened to the rain
Slapping on the ground?
Ever followed a butterfly’s erratic flight?
Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?
You better slow down.
Don’t dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won’t last.
Do you run through each day
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On the fly?
When you ask How are you?
Do you hear the reply?
When the day is done
Do you lie in your bed
With the next hundred chores
Running through your head?
You’d better slow down
Don’t dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won’t last.
Ever told your child,
We’ll do it tomorrow?
And in your haste,
Not see his sorrow?
\u003cspan style\u003d\”color:rgb(255, 0, 0)\”\> Ever lost touch,\u003c/span\>\u003cbr style\u003d\”color:rgb(255, 0, 0)\”\>\u003cbr style\u003d\”color:rgb(255, 0, 0)\”\>\n\u003cspan style\u003d\”color:rgb(255, 0, 0)\”\> Let a good friendship die\u003c/span\>\u003cbr style\u003d\”color:rgb(255, 0, 0)\”\>\u003cbr style\u003d\”color:rgb(255, 0, 0)\”\>\u003cspan style\u003d\”color:rgb(255, 0, 0)\”\> Cause you never had time\u003c/span\>\u003cbr style\u003d\”color:rgb(255, 0, 0)\”\>\n\u003cbr style\u003d\”color:rgb(255, 0, 0)\”\>\u003cspan style\u003d\”color:rgb(255, 0, 0)\”\> To call and say,"Hi"\u003c/span\>\u003cbr style\u003d\”color:rgb(255, 0, 0)\”\>\u003cbr style\u003d\”color:rgb(255, 0, 0)\”\>\u003cspan style\u003d\”color:rgb(255, 0, 0)\”\> You'd better slow down.\n\u003c/span\>\u003cbr style\u003d\”color:rgb(255, 0, 0)\”\>\u003cbr style\u003d\”color:rgb(255, 0, 0)\”\>\u003cspan style\u003d\”color:rgb(255, 0, 0)\”\> Don't dance so fast.\u003c/span\>\u003cbr style\u003d\”color:rgb(255, 0, 0)\”\>\u003cbr style\u003d\”color:rgb(255, 0, 0)\”\>\u003cspan style\u003d\”color:rgb(255, 0, 0)\”\>\n Time is short.\u003c/span\>\u003cbr style\u003d\”color:rgb(255, 0, 0)\”\>\u003cbr style\u003d\”color:rgb(255, 0, 0)\”\>\u003cspan style\u003d\”color:rgb(255, 0, 0)\”\> The music won't last.\u003c/span\>\u003cbr style\u003d\”color:rgb(255, 0, 0)\”\>\u003cbr style\u003d\”color:rgb(255, 0, 0)\”\>\n\u003cspan style\u003d\”color:rgb(255, 0, 0)\”\> When you run so fast to get somewhere\u003c/span\>\u003cbr style\u003d\”color:rgb(255, 0, 0)\”\>\u003cbr style\u003d\”color:rgb(255, 0, 0)\”\>\u003cspan style\u003d\”color:rgb(255, 0, 0)\”\> You miss half the fun of getting there.\n\u003c/span\>\u003cbr style\u003d\”color:rgb(255, 0, 0)\”\>\u003cbr style\u003d\”color:rgb(255, 0, 0)\”\>\u003cspan style\u003d\”color:rgb(255, 0, 0)\”\> When you worry and hurry through your day,\u003c/span\>\u003cbr style\u003d\”color:rgb(255, 0, 0)\”\>\u003cbr style\u003d\”color:rgb(255, 0, 0)\”\>\n\u003cspan style\u003d\”color:rgb(255, 0, 0)\”\> It is like an unopened gift….\u003c/span\>\u003cbr style\u003d\”color:rgb(255, 0, 0)\”\>\u003cbr style\u003d\”color:rgb(255, 0, 0)\”\>\u003cspan style\u003d\”color:rgb(255, 0, 0)\”\> Thrown away.\u003c/span\>\u003cbr style\u003d\”color:rgb(255, 0, 0)\”\>\n\u003cbr style\u003d\”color:rgb(255, 0, 0)\”\>\u003cspan style\u003d\”color:rgb(255, 0, 0)\”\> Life is not a race.\u003c/span\>\u003cbr style\u003d\”color:rgb(255, 0, 0)\”\>\u003cbr style\u003d\”color:rgb(255, 0, 0)\”\>\u003cspan style\u003d\”color:rgb(255, 0, 0)\”\> Do take it slower\n\u003c/span\>\u003cbr style\u003d\”color:rgb(255, 0, 0)\”\>\u003cbr style\u003d\”color:rgb(255, 0, 0)\”\>”,1]
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Ever lost touch,
Let a good friendship die
Cause you never had time
To call and say,"Hi"
You’d better slow down.
Don’t dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won’t last.
When you run so fast to get somewhere
You miss half the fun of getting there.
When you worry and hurry through your day,
It is like an unopened gift….
Thrown away.
Life is not a race.
Do take it slower
Hear the music\u003c/span\>\u003cbr style\u003d\”color:rgb(255, 0, 0)\”\>\u003cbr style\u003d\”color:rgb(255, 0, 0)\”\>\u003cspan style\u003d\”color:rgb(255, 0, 0)\”\>\n Before the song is over.\u003c/span\>\u003cbr style\u003d\”color:rgb(255, 0, 0)\”\>\u003cbr style\u003d\”color:rgb(255, 0, 0)\”\>>\u003cbr\>> FORWARDED E-MAILS ARE TRACKED TO OBTAIN THE TOTAL COUNT.\u003cbr\>>\u003cbr\>> Dear All:\u003cbr\>>\u003cbr\>>\u003cbr\>> PLEASE pass this mail on to everyone you know - even to those you don't\n\u003cbr\>> know! It is the request of a special girl who will soon leave this world due\u003cbr\>> to cancer.\u003cbr\>> This young girl has 6 months left to live, and as her dying wish, she\u003cbr\>> wanted to send a letter telling everyone to live their life to the fullest,\n\u003cbr\>> since she never will.\u003cbr\>> She'll never make it to prom, graduate from high school, or get married and\u003cbr\>> have a family of her own.\u003cbr\>> By you sending this to as many people as possible, you can give her and her\n\u003cbr\>> family a little hope, because with every name that this is sent to, The\u003cbr\>> American Cancer Society will donate 3 cents per name to her treatment and\u003cbr\>> recovery plan. One guy sent this to 500 people! So I know that we can at\n\u003cbr\>> least send it to 5 or 6. It's not even your money, just your time!\u003cbr\>> PLEASE PASS ON AS A LAST REQUEST.\u003cbr\>>\u003cbr\>>\u003cbr\>> Dr. Dennis Shields, Professor\u003cbr\>> Department of Developmental and Molecular Biology\n\u003cbr\>> 1300 Morris Park Avenue\u003cbr\>> Bronx , New York 10461\u003cbr\>>\u003cbr\>\u003c/span\>\u003c/div\>”,1]
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//–> Hear the music
Before the song is over.
i always got this feeling.. helpless.. i can feel the emptiness.. everytime when i’m alone and down.. and no shoulders for me to cry on.. or anyone for me to tell them abt it.. in school.. i used to be ok.. i used to think tht i hav no problems with my friends.. but.. i js dont noe why.. people starting to change.. or.. do i changed? things seems to get worse the more i try to fix it.. i’m a ordinary boy.. who wish tht i could hav people to care abt me.. and to support me.. well.. nt all the time.. but.. at the very least.. once or twice.. but.. it seems like i’m always wrong.. i feel like i’m like keep forcing myself to accept tht i’m tht bad and my friends are always right.. i do take all those little things people say seriously.. sometimes.. my friends.. wht they say is really hurtful to me.. it really does hurt me.. but.. i’ll js ignore.. wht i learn from all these is to IGNORE wht people thinks and says at times.. but.. i’m not sure anyone of you has been through a situation like this or mybe worse.. but.. the pressure is too much for me to take.. sometimes.. i’ll cry alone.. and think abt things.. which is totally pointless.. but..
i’m glad tht someone is always there for me.. my dad.. he always giv me strong support.. by believing my ability in anything.. and giv me support in wht i do.. he once said to me ‘ son, u are old enough already.. u can do whteva u wan to, but.. remember, u do things, u face the consequences’ ‘i’ll tell u wht, i’m very sure tht u will be a person who can contribute to the society in the future.. i’m not worried abt ur future’ ’son, whteva u wan to do, u do it, u always hav me wacthin your back, for me it’s a process, u never fall down, u nvr learn how to stand up again’ ‘u are u, i’m me, the only thing tht bring us together is i’m ur father and u are my son, i don expect u to be like me, or ask anythin from u. i js wan to understand tht, be urself and try ur best.. tht’s my boy’ ‘u hav to understand, people live for resposibility, i hav my resposibility and u hav yours, mybe we are nth much in this country and the thing we can do is fulfil our resposibility.’ my father hav taught me a lot of things.. without him, i wouldnt hav come so far.. i would hav collapse.. he always say he’ll watch my back.. and he does.. no matter how busy he is.. he will always spend some time talkin with me.. js dad.. thank you so much.. (this is not some kind of stupid essays with the title ‘bapa saya’ it is true.. based on my feelings..)
i think people js don understand tht i noe wht i’m doing and.. i noe i can do it well.. like my mum.. she likes to force me to do thing which she think is right for her and good for me.. fine.. i’m not saying tht it’s not good for me.. js tht.. i noe wht i’m doing.. she don hav to plan everythin for me and tell me wht to do.. i noe she is doing this because she care bt me.. and.. js mum.. i noe wht i’m doing.. js don apply too much pressure on me.. it make me feel like u treating me like a 3 years old boy.. i hope she can understand.. nagging i don mind.. carry on.. it works sometimes.. it’s like wake me up from my dreams.. but repeating the same thing to me every weekend i go back.. not a good idea.. mybe it will make things worse.. i have learned to ignore.. tht’s the good thing.. cause.. b4 tht.. i was like lost and disappointed, helpless and sometimes i even wonder am i good for nothing… exam is comin.. pressure.. this will be my last post for sept .. and wht i typed.. i mean it..
-Kiaos- sad..
Form 2.. quite an year for me.. outta word to describe it.. wht i expected..i din get it.. haha.. sad huh.. gt ELS president post.. kinda expected… and.. tht time.. i tell myself.. u hav to show it.. u can do it.. js.. when i really take somethin.. it’s not tht by right it should be given to me.. or.. i asked for it.. it is tht i hav faith in myself tht i noe i can do it.. i can make it better.. tht’s my attitude towards everythin.. it’s me.. and.. when i make desision.. i don think abt how bad it could be it things went wrong.. i think abt how to get things done once and for all.. some say.. being a leader.. is lonely.. i think it’s kinda true.. xD!.. i been through a tough time i would say.. helpless and lost.. but.. thank god tht.. i manage to made up my mind.. and get things done right.. i had some quarrel with my frens.. but.. it’s all over now.. we are all ok with each other now.. mybe it is a test.. how strong the bond of friendship can be.. this year.. i learned so much.. lost so much.. and hurt so much.. honestly speaking.. it does hurt me when someone say soemthin hurtful to me.. hurts.. A LOT.. but i get over it fast.. mybe.. it’s the thing.. things happened for a reason.. delia said tht.. i kinda agreed at it.. yea. true.. things happen for a reason.. sometimes we hav to face the fact.. wht a terrible place the world is.. too bad if u couldn’t take it.. cause we all hav to face it.. it’’s only the matter of time.. i grown up this year.. learned things.. js.. outta word abt it.. finally.. done everythin the T-Shirt goin to be done by next monday.. finally.. a heavy burden off my shoulder.. i hav done my very best for the club this year.. i hope u all think the same way.. AGAIN.. HERE.. I WOULD LIKE TO THANK
-Pn. Rosnah (My teacher Advisor)
-Board Members
:Delia
:Denise
:Christine
:Maynie
:Kenny
:Shuwen
:Thiban
-last but not leasy the members.. thank you all.. without all of u.. i wouldnt hav come so far.. thank you all for all the supports!! thank you.. wht a year.. so i hope the next board will do better.. good luck.. wht a year.. final exam is on the 1st oct.. around the corner.. i put all my focus on the club all a long.. time to do some studies.. xD! wish me luck.. thank’s guys.. till here..
-Kiaos-
here i am.. again.. sharing somethin.. with all of u.. i js wan to thank all of you for willing to read my blog.. and.. ur comments are highly wanted in my blog.. if u wan to leave one.. xD!.. 50 years.. has passed.. from the day.. 31st of August 1957.. the midnight clock strikes.. 12 am.. midnight.. we gained our independence.. no more union jack flag.. but ‘Jalur Gemilang‘.. tht time u can hear the crowd shouting lead by Tunku " MERDEKA! MERDEKA! MERDEKA!" she had been through a tough time at the first 10 years of independence.. the communist.. and.. she got over it.. Tunku Abdul Rahman our 1st PM of Malaysia has done a good work.. by unite the 3 main races together.. things somehow went wrong after tht.. 50 years.. things has changed tremendously during this 50 years.. but.. still somethings are still remain unsolved.. and classified as ’sensitive issue’.. and the social problem is ignored and no one even bothered abt it.. the streets are gettin unsafe. from years to years.. i agreed with chuah.. things change.. the question is’ for the good.. or the other way round’.. today.. is the day we gained our independence.. 50 years ago.. me.. kiaos tan.. behalf of a malaysian.. stands here and.. say.. ‘i’m proud to be a Malaysian’.. together we make Malaysia better’.. unity forms strength.. 50 years hav passed.. many mroe 50 years is yet to come.. let us all hope and pray tht.. Malaysia will be better.. when the many many more 50 years come… god bless Malaysia.. till here..
-Kiaos Tan-
alright.. u all must be wondering why i’m willing to take the risk at this time.. well.. mybe some of u will think i’m DFA.. especially U ALL… u noe who i’m saying.. mybe few days later u all see me in lockup.. haha.. nvm.. allow me to start.. well.. u see.. gouvernment has promise the rakyat tht they will not do anythin to those people who say anythin or do anythin which contain gouv issues and everythin.. BUT.. now.. they broke their promise.. the reason is " ‘We cannot stand people talkin somethin which is ‘NOT TRUE’ behind our back, we have been ‘TOLERATE’ to those problem maker and now it’s time for us to make ‘OUR MOVE’ " in one sentence.. i can easily find 3 point which is totally rubbish.. 1st, ‘NOT TRUE’? is it not true? go to hell.. it is the truth this is wht happening in our country.. u wan people to stop doing tht.. well.. change ur arsehole policy of the country.. 2nd, ‘TOLERATE’ tolarate? sejak bila masa ko org yg boleh di categorise dlm golongan tiada otak ni tau tolerate? all the time.. u all listen to the one-sided story.. and without listening to other version of the stoy.. u all take action.. wTF?? arse u all.. 3rd, ‘OUR MOVE’ HAhaha~ take ur move? wht u gonna do? lock us up in the jail? so wht? there are millions of us out there.. how many can u catch? even if u manage to catch me.. well.. lock me up.. but. wht is inside my mind.. wht i think. will nvr change.. NEVER EVER.. instead of lawsuit these blogger like myself.. why dont u change ur policy.. if u manage to statisfy the majority of the people.. then.. those minor one wont really affects a lot.. the problem is.. majority of the people is not satisfy.. well.. except for those hav the same DYED COLOUR with u all.. sue me if u can.. GOUVERNMENT! u all are nothing but a bunch of inefficient arsehole..
2ndly… an malaysia people who study in taiwan.. made a video clip lately.. well.. ‘redited Negaraku’ well.. this video is widely spread… internationally.. ok.. those politicians.. from the most stupid and out dated and stubborn party.. i dowan to mention the name. dirty my blog.. stand out and say.. WE SHOULD SUE the boy.. it’s disrespect to the national anthem.. OH GO TO HELL… who would be bothered js for a song.. it’s just a song?? so?? if i sing the national anthem like M.L.T.R sing 25minutes.. so? inside my heart i says.. THIS COUNTRY SUCKS.. wht is the point?? he is just trying to show the people tht.. wht is really happening.. it’s kinda true.. those who dares to stand out and speak for theirselves is the real malaysian.. OUR COUNTRY NEED MORE OF THOSE PEOPLE.. DARES TO SPEAK OUT.. NOT AFFRAID OF THE AUTHORITHY.. TRUTH IS EVERYTHING.. remember.. the power of majority.. is stronger than u can ever imagine.. for me.. he redited the song is js a different way to show tht he loves his country.. we are the new generation.. is it necessary tht we must bring a flag and walk all the way from sitiawan to KL to show tht we love the country? U PEOPLE ARE DUMB! it’s a free country.. why u all have to bothered abt these minor minor issue.. and yet ignore those really concern.. gouvernment.. u all need reflection.. but not repeating ur mistakes again and again.. here is the link to the movie.. i got the link.. sue me! (to acs student, u all might find difficulties to understand wht is tht fella saying) Negaraku-Reedit Version heres the original oneNegaraku- Original enjoy the video clip.. those who understand.. u will find it extremely funny.. if aoife watch this she will be ROFL… xoxo! i’m extremely cool when i write this post.. so.. those who reading now.. drop me some comments.. if u wan to.. ^^.. let’s js hope i don end up in lockup.. xD.. if the link above for the reedit version is slow or not workin at all.. Click Here.. Together We live as one.. as malaysian..
-kiaos- sleepy.. and kinda lost..
before i start crapping here.. mybe some of u will say ’so fake’.. ‘DFA lo’.. or wht soever js tell u guys tht i’m js trying to tell the world wht i really think.. instead of them simply guessing.. and then start making stories out of it.. ok.. this is when it all started.. it’s between me and A(you all noe who he is).. ok.. in scouts.. begining of the year.. A and B( people in scouts will noe who is tht) was hoping tht either one of them will get the post of Ketua Troop of 01 manjung when we reach form 4.. but.. at this time.. i was like.. dono anythin.. and volunteered myself to become the ketua kumpulan… then.. they thought tht.. i’m trying to compete with them or somethin.. ok fine.. we went for maju.. my group can say done a good job.. then.. they are really pissed… A is okok.. B is like really pissed.. alright then.. throughout the year i hold the post as ELS jr. president.. well.. i dare not say i done a good job.. at the very least tht.. i do wht i can.. to make the club better.. i tried.. and it somehow worked.. haha.. then.. ELS is kinda active this year.. hmm.. ok.. this is when the problem occur.. A says somethin bt wanna beat me and go into the class i’m in now.. and me and my frens were like crapping bt A in tution say somethin bt it’s impossible for him to get in tht class.. and i said somethin tht i don really mean it.. i said’ he can go in, i bow in front of him’ ooppss.. and then the next day.. dono which spy go n tell A.. A got so pissed and din talk to me.. alright fine.. not my problem.. from tht day onwards… he started to be like wan to compete with me and try to be better than me in everythin.. tht is wht i was told.. is it true.. i hav no idea.. alright.. then.. lots of thing happened.. (pioneering case, kursus ketua patrol, ahli berkhemah, prefect thing, and the club thing) it seemed tht A is kinda not happy with me and wans to compete with me.. why.. man.. no point compete.. members are the one which will suffer.. gosh.. 3 months left.. i’ll do my best.. then it’s the end of the story.. hope A will change his attitude towards me.. He seems like js cant take criticisms.. he think he is always right.. yet he is not.. and last but not least.. thank you ELS members for supporting the club… throughout the year.. won let u all keluar duit anymore.. buy th T-shirt.. and those who wan to go ELS Night.. js go.. and tht’s it.. thank you all!!
-kiaos- Blur~
Usaha
i can still remember it’s a very hot afternoon.. it was my 1st camping.. usaha.. i didnt finish my log book.. so i din bring.. richard told me.. u die d la.. never bring log book.. *don care*.. xD! ok.. then.. pendaftaran.. then DO GAJET!! WAHAHHA.. i was in tiong.. i never change my group.. until now.. js tht now i’m ketua kumpulan.. usaha time i wasn’t.. i think lau was the ketua… ok.. gajet.. my skill totally sucked.. dono anythin… log book never do.. DIE LIAO LA THIS TIME… wahhaha… i only noe how to dig holes.. me n richard dig until got water come out.. wahhahaha.. more than one hand length.. the two holes we dig.. 9 gajets only.. hahah.. then i remember when lagu dan persetiaan i dono.. hoe siang diao me one time gao gao.. aronnan my best buddy save my life.. hehe.. ‘he said i bagi lu 10 minit u pergi tepi sana baca.. ‘ then the 1st day pemeriksaan pagi.. sa qin 1st one diao me… ini tripof kah? he stand on the fuckin thing and jump… then *crack*.. tht time everyone oso not pro.. sure very loose one de la… second day got halangan comando… then AT NIGHT… wahaha.. i was sleepin… then they wake us up.. and my thing acidently erected.. i think becasue very cold.. then dexter saw.. he say..wah so big.. got potensi become pemimpin.. wai si… wan look troble with me.. haha.. they played us.. then second day pemeriksaan pagi.. then clean up then balik…
Juru masak dan Tukang masak
i change group… go kit hoo’s group.. then we build dapur.. kit hoo keep scolding me.. call me do this do tht.. -.-’… wan fight a? xD! do masakan.. fuck i hate it.. it suck.. i only do roti lilit.. dono la.. then hand up.. check..and then the second night.. Wet Night.. ACS tradition… they wet us with cold water which contain sand and all sort of rubbish inside… 2 days 3 night.. js pass like tht.. ok.. 2006 habis cerita… ketua pasukan justin peter joseph… JPJ! pun sudah stepped down..
Maju
wah.. excited… went thr with all my bakau.. and my group.. we wait a while there.. and pendaftaran… get a campsite.. kinda good one.. ok.. failed my ikatan.. log book siap tapi tak balut.. er.. kawad tongkat i think oso fail.. other all pass… gajets.. we finish 18 gajets… best among the three group.. because of all the member’s dedication and teamwork thinking.. thank’s guys! 1st nite.. 9 gajets siap.. another one under progress… second day got ekspidisi.. 10 km.. pukima.. come back mother oso cannot recognize.. then followed by masakan… again… my nasi dalam buluh oso tipu one.. azizi ajar punya.. i tak tau.. xD! roti lilit.. tht’s all.. second nite… malam kebudayaan go thr fishing 2 hours.. then.. go back pia gajet.. pia until 3 am.. tak tahan go sleep.. chungkit oso sleep.. sutarshan only doing.. thank;s man.. otherwise sure fail one.. girls all sleep.. left me, sutarshan, chungkit and lau doing.. i woke up at 7 am wah diao.. luckily left meja makan only .. the para not yet do… habis cerita dgn maju…
Ahli Berkhemah
this time ahli berkhemah do nid pioneering and buku log.. 1st night only do 7 gajets.. all like no strength.. wah pia.. 2am pondok… wah diu.. all my group come n do.. batang pisang evie and aziani.. very fast all peel out d.. then we all do pondok i let thiban do the pondok rangka let him design.. who say he cannot do work? quite good wht.. i’m satisfied.. then we all pia pondok.. fastest among all.. `1 hour everythin siap.. bubuh batang pisang then ikat.. pondok done.. continue gajet.. manage to finish 8 before pemeriksaan pagi.. wan diao the khemah somethin wrong one.. azizi giv comment abt the pondok.. learn a lot of things.. then mornin do gajet.. istiadat pagi.. afternoon masakan again… roti lilit use gas go n panggang.. diu.. hantar.. dexter go n kacau again.. ‘SAYA SIAPA LU SIAPA?’ this time usaha and ahli berkhemah.. all those ex ajk all come back.. victor, dex, and lot more.. swee meng they all oso.. syokk a.. second night.. hehe.. FINAL TASK.. menara.. all the 10 gajet wajib we already finish.. then menara.. iraja comment a bit bt the menara.. giv idea oso… ok.. made the decision.. start ding.. me and faris ikat the rangka.. the silang tungkul of the three 16kaki i ikat.. rangka done.. climb up do the rangka for the para.. done.. do para.. para and stairs all done by lau.. peserta terbaik ahli berkheamah this year.. do the pelindung… then menara fisnish.. can say kukuh.. but jaya one more pro.. pemriksaan pagi.. chack everythin ok.. 14 gajets.. done.. pass ahli berkhemah.. my group get tapak terbaik for ahli berkhemah.. and not forgettin iraja.. kelana.. thank’a man for all the comment.. syabas kepada semua ahli kumpulan tiong.. we got a soap as reward.. firdaus kata’ balik MANDI!’.. BERSURAI!..
wait for jaya and lima tertinggi.. next year i do.. i writing this down because of my log peribadi for king.. in case i forget wht happened.. HABIS CERITA..
Lima Lencana Tertinggi - Kegiatan
went to pasir pandak at 7th sept.. brought my camp.. go thr n help awi clean up his house.. and then.. nth to do.. go n eat at bakau ‘d muara.. 8 somethin go back.. this is when it start.. learn to dance.. learned joget, gabus, and so on.. i think i’m doing gabus in king scout.. kinda fun.. learn until 11 o clock.. finish.. go n eat.. and then we all chat in the small table beside the raod… with sien sen, kelvin and bi ren they all.. chat until 2 somethin.. go back sleep.. wah pia.. i pasang nicely the camp go n wan to sleep tht time.. my camp fully booked.. who else… fuckin beh and zu sheng, yong cheng, aloysius and chew han they all.. diao.. gt no choice.. simply open one camp go inside n sleep.. haih.. next morning take sijil then balik..
Malaysia.. our country.. the place we live in.. but.. does everyone of us really realise wht is happening in this so called ‘Islamic country’?? gotdamn.. those authorities they are not givin a damn wht rakyat says.. few politic party in this country.. DAP, BN, UMNO,PAS, MCA and the MIC.. MY MAIN PURPOSE IS TO CONDEMN THE GOVERNMENT.. first thing… this country totally sucked to the bottom.. it’s not fair at all.. and those people up there are doing nth.. i mean.. nothing tht really works.. i mean. come on.. is 21st century.. is a whole new world.. and they are talkin abt islam? damn.. islamic country? it’s good for nothing but to slow down the devolopment of the country.. those people in PAS and UMNO.. are talkin rubbish… wht they said,
none of them make sense.. not all of them… most of them i will say… they even hav suggested a guideline for the women abt wht to wear.. they say this has to done lower the percentage of woman getting rape in each year?? dont they noe how to use their brain?? jeez.. ++every year.. in our so called ‘TEST’ there is a percentage set by the ministry of the eudcation.. how many percent they wan.. so.. it’s depend on ur luck..why them do this? because those BUMIPUTERAS cannot score at the specific year.. then the whole thing mus go down with them.. FUCK OFF.. in this country.. b4 u go out to work.. it’s bt ur skin colour and religion.. not abt ur ability.. after u come out from skl.. u mus competite with those people.. (malays).. sooner or later in 20 years time.. each company mus employ at least 1 muslims or malay workers..why? becoz the government protect them too much.. by tht time.. they won be able to competite with others anymore.. it’s a same concept.. u keep a tiger.. after 10 years.. u throw the tiger back into the jungle.. there is no other option for it except death.. cause it has lost it’s ability to hunt for food… if this is a country which belongs to THEM! tell them to work on the devolopment of the country.. every year.. 60% OF THE TAX IS PAID BY CHINESE and the other 40% DIVIDED AMONG OTHER RACES… js imagine.. one day.. chinese all got fed up and migrate.. malaysia? time to say goodbye.. in the other hand.. those malays thinks tht they deserve this.. WHAT THE FUCK? (not all malays are bad.. mostly i will say).. they are narrowed minded.. and not open minded at all.. bunch of assholes.. wht? sue me.. this is the fact.. the fact tht no one dares to talk abt except for lee kuanf yew… i salute him.. no like those retards.. knowing theirselves getting treated unfair.. still prefer to keep quiet and suffer..
main thing tht makes the country suck to the bottom:
(a)policy which is stupid
(b)bribe
(c)keep on emphasis abt this is a ISLAMIC COUNTRY
(d)useless educational system
(e)the police force is inifficient
(f)we hav the senator which is not mature.. and idiot i will say..
(g)INEFFICIENT IN EVERY DEPARTMENT..
NOW U SEE MY POINT WHY I SAY MALAYSIA SUCKED.. MORE SHOULD BE ADD.. -TO BE CONTINUE- EVEN MALAYSIA SUCKED TO THE BOTTOM.. BUT.. STILL… THOSE PEOPLE LIKE THOSE MINISTER ARE SHOUTING ‘MALAYSIA BOLEH!’ kiss my ass..
-kiaos-
with anger and disappointment..
